April 2012
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life story
I’m always there for people.
And then are they there for me when I need them?
Nope.
And does this stop me from continuing to be there when they need me?
Nope.
Either I care too much or I’m just really stupid
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so...
I really really like you Like, a lot dammit.
saw this coming
and that is why I didn’t take your apologies seriously
and basked in the moment instead.
because now I am here
alone
again
you got what you needed
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prove you wrong
Tell me it’s alright
Just for one night
I see that you’re breakin
Your heart is breakin
Here’s my hand if you’ll take it
We can make it out
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Differences between normal people and me:
Normal people when they laugh:
Me:
Normal people when they see their idol:
Me:
Normal people when they know someone likes them:
Me :
“Why?”
Normal people dancing:
Me:
Normal people walking:
Me:
Normal people who are pissed off:
Me :
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wow
I thought I was done feeling like this.
gosh darnit
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panicked
thinking about it
I feel like I can’t breathe.
panic sets in
I tell myself it’s okay.
you’re okay
we’re okay
(we?)
I’m okay
I don’t know the difference between the lies I tell myself
and the truth
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yeah...
“I’m happy for you”
Probably the biggest lie I’ve ever told.
On the other hand…
I’m happy you’ve found happiness, I guess
and just terribly unhappy that I’m not part of it
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sanctuary
your life is clearly not going the way you want it to
and I just want you to know
that I could have been your sanctuary
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hold up!
I just realized
how incredibly stupid I was for feeling anything for you -
for caring, for thinking of you, for wanting to be actual friends
how could that actually happen?
it couldn’t, now I know
god. why do I always end up caring about people?
I’m done allowing that to happen
keep
my
distance
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another thing
it drives me absolutely crazy
when I see you online
and I know you have nothing to do
and you won’t take the time to say hello.
I guess I just can’t comprehend
how we went from talking every day
to this.
I will never tell you this
You will never read this
And I will have to live with this.
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dear person I miss
I don’t know how it’s possible but I miss you like crazy
We weren’t even a thing. I don’t even want that. I just miss talking to you about stupid shit, being your friend
I hate how things changed. I hate how you just walked away from me and forgot
I really liked you. I really, really did
I really, really do
And this just hurts
So thanks
For nothing
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this is true and sad
6 weeks ago: temple run
5 weeks ago: cinnamon challenge
4 weeks ago: yolo
3 weeks ago: kony
2 weeks ago: draw something
1 week ago: the hunger games
this week: the lotto
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March 2012
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embrace it
Today I went to the aquarium. And there were a lot of children. And many of them were, well, bratty, to say the least.
I see these young kids with their parents, acting pissed off and whiney, and it drives me crazy. I want to grab them by the shoulders, look them hard in the eye, and just tell them - “These are the best days of your life. You will look back on this and wish and wish that...
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lol yes
verumvivere:
TITANIC
When the movie starts I’m all
When Jack and Rose are on the stern I’m all
and when Jack dies I’m all
But I still LOVE IT!!!
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k
I am now pulling myself away from tumblr.
My concussed head needs some sleeeeeep
